A duality of the agony

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have you ever told someone to stop loving you because it hurts?


we did.


we begged the love we desired to disappear,

the hug we long for every night to vanish,

the heartwarming sound of our laughter to fade,


we even begged each other—

to sink in


and i was never sure if anyone had ever done this,

yet it's us—

destroying the love we built just to save each other.

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