As it sinks

 

all the goodbyes we had did take us into the real one,

and just when i thought that i had completely let him go —perhaps, 

that was the moment when i was needing him the most.

because on my toughest days, i think about him immeasurable,

on my silent nights, i miss him a little bit louder.

so my dear God, just for tonight, i’m begging on my knees,

that i don’t want to miss him like this.