As it sinks

all the goodbyes we had did take us into the real one, and just when i thought that i had completely let him go —perhaps, that was the moment when i was needing him the most. because on my toughest days, i think about him immeasurable, on my silent nights, i miss him a little bit louder. so my dear God, just for tonight, i’m begging on my knees, that i don’t want to miss him like this .