Let Go

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he is the person who i've been proud of to some of the closests to me,

i find joy in his company, he brings a smile to my face easily.

he has encouraged me to pursue my passions and have inspired me in many aspects of my life.

he is a total fine, a thousand times enough.


however, as much as everything feels right, i feel like i have to let him go.

i can't quite pinpoint why, but i think it's because i'm not in the right place.

it pains me to say this, but i think it would be selfish of me to hold on to him when i know that i can't give him my all. so, please, dear God, let me let him go.


still, i thank him for coming leaving no questions, but answers.

i'll keep the answers for me.

and i might actually be the bad person who broke his heart and i think it's time for me to go.

if someday we still have someday, i hope there's nothing wrong between us anymore —hope our life is a little kind enough to us.

someday, in the future, if we have more times, if maybe we have more times, i hope it will be only good time for us.

but for this present, let's be two separate lines without the need to burden anyone.


- anonymous 

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