Chaos & Calm

They talked about the galaxies today,  I was on silent,  and all I could think of was you. - 10th of January

" forever, " he said. " and i always will. " she replied.

image source: pinterest last night i dreamt something oddly peaceful, the dream felt so real, it was wintertime, and i could feel the warmth of the sun during that winter. then i woke up, and was wondering how to take you to that moment, wondering how it'd be possible, if you'd never leave. - 4th of February

i've been fighting this feeling for a while the feeling of knowing i have to leave even though our story came together so beautifully the universe led me into your arms and for a brief moment you held me, helped me, saved me but perhaps that's all our story was a story of beautiful connection and growth meant to teach us lessons and help us become the people we are today perhaps the timing of meeting you was meant to serve a purpose in my story and i'll always love you for that though i can appreciate the beautiful moments we had i must also acknowledge the ways we fell apart though we didn't last though the memories light me up and haunt my past you'll always hold a small piece of my heart thank you for showing me the strength i didn't know i had - C.P