A little shot in 2018

2018 has taught me about things that i got before in the previous years, but something that i realize is this year (actually several months before it ends) has taught me most about self-awareness, because of 2018, i get more curiousity to learn about someone’s conditions. start to figuring out what exactly is in their minds, to know why are they doing those things, to know how can they do that and do this, or maybe not doing anything at all. i start to questioning myself, what kind of pain that i want to suffer for reaching my dreams, what is the worst feeling that i want to feel for being a learner, where is exactly the difficult way that i want to cross for finding the right path, and what are the best things that i want to give for people, and for myself. 2018 has given me so many lessons, i've tried to find the right gesture to people who hurt me before, to them who lied to my face, to them who kept their mouth shut and d...